Link is cute :3
Link is cute :3
Hello, tulpas and hosts or poor unfortunate people who have somehow stumbled upon this. Wobbuffet decided to let me have my own sub blog. Not sure how well this will work out for me or you or anyone, but I’ll answer asks and shit if you want. So um yeah. Big brother is watching, all that jazz.
Wow a lot has changed since I last posted. Auriella is Ari, now. She wants me to make her her own blog, so I might make her one. There are five of us here now, and I’m considering another.
Sady’s the newest. April 7th. She’s really sweet, and I might draw something sometime, but I’m not too good so we’ll see. My friend told her about zoos, and ever since she rides around on a tiger, named Athena. Athena isn’t sentient right now. Sady doesn’t much get along with Ari or Sierra. She and Ian will sometimes sit in the same room and read or something, but they don’t usually talk. She mostly keeps to her own.
As of today, Ari has a girlfriend. She has no idea what she’s supposed to do, which is kind of cute. Phe, cubism’s tulpa, better known as Phoenix. Ari has been back since Easter, and she’s completely vocal, and has gotten okay at possession. We’ve been practicing typing and writing and stuff. (She wants me to tell you that her first feat was to punch me in the face.) but Ari definitely has a strong personality and feels realer than she did before she left. She heard Celicia say comrade and learned minimal communism from Moon, and is now making me read animal farm for her. She considers herself a halfcommunist.
Ian’s mostly the same. He loves reading and doesn’t do much else. He doesn’t much like talking to anyone other than me, Sady, and Sierra though, and loathes Ari. Most anyone else he says he’s indifferent to, but I don’t believe him. He’s more vocal now, too.
Sierra’s changed her age to 15. She and Ian have been sort of I officially going out. She’s moving and talking and everything. Unlike Ari, she doesn’t show much interest in possession or anything in the real world.
Well I guess that’s mostly it for my tulpa life. Ari and Ian are working on possession, and I’m currently focusing on imposition. Parallel processing, too. And visualization. And pretty much everything.
So today I’ve been narrating and attempting imposition everywhere. Ian comes to me strongest, Auriella is still gone and sierra’s a bit of an afterthought. :/ I’m going to try to do a session with just her tonight. No major improvements, Ian seems a bit eager to help whenever I’m at school but he still has trouble getting words out. And visualization is hell. I played sims for two hours so I could see how they might move, but the wonderlands are really holding me back. I’m either going to abandon all but the library until it gets easier or just try it with darkness. Surprisingly, Sierra is easiest to visualize. Auriella is good too, but Ian is a bit shifty. Once I can recall their sim with no problem I’m going to delete it- that way if they decide to change something I won’t try to change it back, or have any reference to use to change it. One of the things about the wonderland I’m having trouble with is spatial location and movement. I tried a thought expiramenting where I created my room. I stood at one end against the dresser, and walked to the desk with my eyes closed, moving in the created room too. Once I got to my desk I tried to visualize exactly what it would look like when I opened my eyes- after all, I do see it every day. But I opened my eyes and was way off. Any ideas?
Ive just made this tumblr because one night while i should have been writing an essay i was contemplating if it would be possible to follow every single person on tumblr. wow. thats a lot of people. will it be possible? im gonna find out. please reblog this and spread the word.
if i see a plus next to your name i will click it no questions asked. please help me on my journey.
oh god i want to cry
omg the last picture, the pain in his eyes
Okay, I’m starting the day count over again because I’m going by my newest tulpa, Sierra. She’s incredible skinny. I mean, Ian is thin, but sierra’s a twig. She likes to have a flower in her brown shoulder length hair, and likes to wear ski vests and jeans. Uggs. (Yuck). No talking yet, no movement. But almost perfect visual out of nowhere.
Aaron changed age and name. 11 year old chubby Aaron is fifteen year old Ian now. A bit of talking, movement is great though he does teleport sometimes, he dislikes walking. We did a. Bit if proxying, he had a crush on a lesbian. He’s blushing now. Poor Ian.
Abigail went off to my subconscious and hasn’t yet returned. But she changed her name to Auriella somehow, it’s almost impossible for me to think of her as Abby anymore. She’s been gone for a while, and I was going to attempt to go into her wonderland a bit to make sure everything’s in order. It’s harder to go in without her there.
I love my tulpa.
far too much free time
I just want to take a moment to respect the dead, families and every single person affected in the Newton, Connecticut shootings. If you don’t know, let me just summarise it for you from what I know so far, by the time you’ve read this some of my facts may be false, but that doesn’t matter, the…